20 Things Happening in My Brain... and None of them Good

1. Did I do this just to prove that I COULD make it?

2. Do I not deserve to be here?

3. Did I try to manipulate fate by trying so hard to get into med school?

4. Can I even do anything else with my life at this point?

5. Did I waste my 20's trying to prove that I was good enough to be a doctor?

6. I don't know how to memorize this many structures

7. Can I make it?

8. I can't make it

9. No one else seems to be freaking out

10. I'm too old for this

11. I should have had babies and started an organic farm, made jam and grown herbs

12. I am so tired

13. I am so tired

14. My brain is stuffed

15. I AM studying, dammit

16. When is the refund/withdrawal date?

17. Am I the dumbest one here?

18. I am so tired

19. Two more weeks before the first block exam

20. How many fucking things can possibly be in an arm?