You are what you love....

Not what loves you. I just keep telling myself that. Is there anything worse than loving someone who doesn't love you back? I doubt it. I've been in this cycle for 6 months now. It's maddening. I want to forget about him SO badly. Sigh. Too bad he lives near me and that doesn't make it easy to forget about him. Especially not when he is so effing charming and adorable. Sigh again.