Yesterday

Was the day. The male UG exam. Remember how I said I was nervous? Well I wasn't nervous. I was really really nervous. So nervous I thought there was a grand possibility I might throw up or cry. I don't really know why. Not like I've never seen/touched a naked guy before.. even in the hospital setting. But the SP's make me nervous. And the cameras, and the possibility of getting a jackass for a student partner. Alas, all went well. I was originally assigned to a really irritating guy who was supposed to be my student partner... but the coordinator switched me to be with another girl in my class who seemed almost as nervous as I was. So it worked out well.

I'm not sure what I was worried about exactly. That I'd eff up and hurt the guy? That he would be so hot that I would get nervous and not be able to concentrate? That I would laugh? That he'd get an erection and I'd be embarrassed? I can say this is officially the first time I examined a guy's goods this closely while simultaneously praying he wouldn't get an erection.

Anyway, I survived. Lets just say I didn't have to worry about any of the things I originally thought... as I am fairly confidant my SP had no attraction to women what-so-ever... and when I began the exam without asking him to "bear down", he just shrugged and said "that's ok. I'm an expert at this".

Whew.