Its horrible.Ive got friends but they are really lousy and are pretty much alcoholics all they do is drink.I never see them unless they are going out drinking somewhere and i dont drink anymore it makes me sick.I see my family every single day,i still live with my parents and i really cant stand it anymore.I dont have a gf and been totaly single for 4 years.I dont have a job.Im trying to fight a drug addiction to marijuana that my dad got me into.My friends dont give much of a crap about me and neither does my family.I also smoke,a habit i picked up from my parents. Ive got my self in a really bad mess and i dont really know how im coping with this ,my life is so dull its hard to bare.I dont have anywhere to go ,i live off benefits which dont last long.I need serious dental work because my parents were poor and never took me to get braces when i was little.Ive been addicted to weed since i was 18 which gave me depression and anxiety for 7 years i screwed up allot of jobs because i was lazy and depressed,i screwed up the chance to date some great girls in the past that i really regret because i was depressed and smoking allot of weed,i turned most of them down but still screwed up with them. Now i cant find a job or anything.Im trying to stay strong and i know i can and will get through this 1 step at a time but being lonely and having nothing going for me really eats a way at me allot,i messed up bad and now im really paying for it,plus people who im supposed to be able to turn to dont seem to care about me. What would you do in my situation? Things havent all been bad but everything ive told you is the truth.
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Bro i had the same problem , i feel you... i used to smoke weed myself, i was a gangbanger for crying out loud .... and blv me man its just stupid =/ the best advice i can give you is leave those friends bro, BETTER ALONE THAN BADLY ACCOMPANIED.. friends are a waste of time (not saying to isolate yourself , but learn to choose your friends) ...... i tell you this cause i did, i left my friends and now i go to college im studying to be a Doctor , i work , i havent found a GIRLFRIEND yet , but im sure i will (im not in a rush) Also what you have to do is be more active, go find a job , get an education go to college , get into sports, go to the park run do exercise, go to the library ... theres alot of stuff you can do , its all in you if you want to change your life ... about the time you think you wasted , dont even think about that you're still young ... cheers bro ... for a better future =)
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