Friday, May 27, 2011

I am overwhelmed with stress. How do I deal with everything going on without having a breakdown?

I go to school full time on 2 different campuses,I work part time at a job I hate in a store I don't even shop in, I live at home with a parent who's on the transplant list, I take care of the entire household, the cooking, cleaning, errands,ect, my husband (Bipolar) just got laid off, my hours have been cut,my car is toast, I have another cancer biopsy this month,Massive Dental work to be done and I am suffering from TMJ (lock jaw) insurance does not cover, my medical bills are obscene even with the insurance that has just been raised to 260. a month, I am having surgery for endometriosis the end of this year which is going to put me out of commission for 6 weeks, the child support payments are bleeding us dry. My pets are sick, my husband is sick and we are broke. I can't get a loan, I can't afford to talk to a therapist and I don't have any friends because of my schedule. If I get 4 hours of sleep a night its luck I never get more than that. I am on the verge of a breakdown. HELP!!
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When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road your trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and its turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about When they might have won, had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow. Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victors cup; And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the clouds of doubt And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when your hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that you must not quit!
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